So before I blog about my terrible month. I just want to bring your attention to something on YouTube. A couple of the famous Youtubers are creating channels and send all their profits from there to different charities. To help, all you have to do is WATCH and/or SUBSCRIBE to their channels. That’s it! You don’t have to send money or anything. Isn’t that wonderful? So if you’re on YouTube all the time, PLEASE subscribe to the following channels to help out some really wonderful charities:

http://www.youtube.com/user/JumbaFund

http://www.youtube.com/user/christinegambito

Even if you don’t like their videos,  just click on it, leave it there to play and go pee or something. It’s going to a good cause and it’s completely FREE! I know people always want to give back, but usually don’t have money. Now there’s a way to do it and you can’t use that excuse anymore. So GO!! Also, pass the word around.

___________________

OMG, since I last blogged, so much shit went on. I don’t even know where to begin.

SCHOOL – So my semester at a community college is officially over. JC is so easy compared to my university and I met so many different people. I miss people thinking that I’m smart. Summer school is starting in June 20 something at my university. I need those classes for pharmacy school and financial aid said they’re going to give me money for the classes, but I’m not completely confident that they will; so any money I make, I have to save. Sucks! Then I have to take that money and pay for my one class that I still need to get my degree. If I don’t, then I have to find $700 to pay for it. But other than that, school is not stressing me out or anything. I had a very relaxing semester and easy finals. It’s just money issues.

WORK – God, work have been a bitch. Ever since I transferred to the cafe, I’ve been walking on eggshells with my manager. Apparently, someone have been complaining about me. First, they said that whenever I would call out sick for work, I would brag or tell everyone about it. Let me just say that I’ve only called out twice since I’ve been in the cafe. The first time, I had a midterm and I asked 3 people the day before if they can take my shift. When I couldn’t find anyone, I asked my co-worker who was going to close with me, if it’s okay and she said it was fine with her. So I don’t know why people say that I brag about calling out. Then the second time I called out, I had an allergy attack and I couldn’t come to work sneezing every 5 seconds; so I called out that morning and never told anyone. So WTF! At least, I don’t just not show up like some people or call out all the time. In fact, when they call me in to cover a shift because someone didn’t show, I GO!!

Then, someone said that I would come to work and do nothing. Are you kidding me? Yeah, I don’t do everything, but I don’t stand there all the time. I constantly clean, help customers, and other stuff. Yeah, I do sometimes do nothing, but they made it seem like I do nothing ALL THE TIME. I don’t know. There are workers who don’t do anything at all and they’re apparently a better work than me. Fuck that! If it wasn’t for the class I need to pay for, I would have quit already. I don’t need this job. It was suppose to be for fun, but I no longer have fun.

I don’t know who’s saying all this crap about me. I don’t claim to be an excellent worker, but I do get stuff done. So how is it fair that other people can stand there and do nothing all the time, but when I do it, I’m suddenly a terrible worker? I don’t need a promotion or anything because I’m only doing it for fun. I just want to be left out of their conversation and their watchful eye. I feel like they’re waiting for me to fail. So lately, I don’t come in when they call me to cover for someone because all my efforts will just go down the tube anyway. So fuck that! I don’t have money for gas to drive there to get yelled at.

My supervisor wants to make me a trainer, but I’m a little iffy about it. As a trainer, you don’t get anything special, but you can train people. However, they want to give trainers more responsibilities and I don’t want to have that on my shoulders. Plus, I think my manager hates me so it’s up to her if I can be one or not. If not, it’s fine with me. If they make me one, whatever. I’m leaving at the end of the year anyway. I just have to hang on until then and look for a better job in the meantime. *cross fingers*

So I was really hoping that I would get the lab job, but they gave it to some guy. Although, my friend told me that they guy is really slow and so they made her helped him. haha! They deserved that for not hiring me. Oh, and then my friend said that they’re hiring another person and they were suppose to call me for an interview this week. So I waited. No call. Whatever. I hope the next person they hire is also a slow-ass.

Oh yeah, apparently, I’m not suppose to blog about my job, but fuck them! I’ve been doing it for years.

FAMILY- I hate and love my days off. I love it because I can be lazy. But I hate it because my mom wants me to do all these stuff for her and all I want to do is be lazy. She wants me to drive and pick people up or go with her to the doctors and hospital to translate because we lack asian people in San Jose or something *note the sarcasm*. It’s fine and all, but she’s starting to take advantage and then yell at me about paying $20 for gas. Dude, I’m broke! She also makes me wake up hella early to do it too. Why can’t you schedule appointments later on in the day? Plus, the more time I spend with her, the more she criticizes and yells at me about minor stuff that I do. For example, not cleaning my car, leaving my clothes on the bed, holding the dog, not unpacking my travel bag, not eating the food she makes…etc. I don’t see people yelling at her when she make mistakes. Why the fuck is she getting pissed at me all the time? God, I just want to be left alone sometimes. She turns little things into this huge problem. Argh!

Oh yeah, on top of that, I got stung by a bee last week. It just landed on my shirt and stung me through it. I have allergies and I don’t know if I’m allergic to bee stings or not. But since I’m still alive and didn’t go to the hospital or take any medication (except allergy medicines), I’m fine. Thank god…? It’s would have been the cherry on top of the load of crap if I was allergic, huh?

I’m looking forward to June. Maybe it will be a better month.